There is a sacredness in all of the emotions that we feel, as they are signs of life. The grief that we feel is due to the strength of our love, which is beautifully unspeakable. How can it be thought to be weak to love that deeply? It is a shame that anyone could think so, no? As we awaken we understand that this is just a part of life, but not the only part. 🙂 The ground of our very being is this energy and love that runs the entire universe. And that is powerful to know and experience.
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The Spiritual Ego. The spiritual ego develops at a certain point in a spiritual person’s soul journey. They have begun to wake up to their true identity as a soul and a divine being. They become immersed in spiritual activities and worldviews. It is a joyous and exciting time. They may even be called to start helping others and other aspects of working in the light.
And before they even know it, in walks the spiritual version of their ego. Frankly, this happens when they have not been doing appropriate spiritual work on themselves, and usually this has to do with their shadow side. They start to think they are better than other people, see themselves as a powerful authority figure, and attribute their gifts of divination, healing, and other wonders to themselves and not to the Source that gave it to them. They may get greedy, money or power hungry and use their law of attraction knowledge inappropriately. They may sacrifice their integrity and values, distort their experiences and qualifications, or think that they can use magic or any spiritual tool to achieve what their ego wants and to control others. Essentially it is a spiritual power trip. It can be dramatic or it can be subtle. A more subtle form is the savior complex. They may feel they have the right answers and now they must save and educate the world. Or their “help” is pretty much attention seeking, without the genuine desire to truly help others.
And what goes up, must come down. The lesson that must be learned here is that your ego, even a spiritualized ego, is not in control of the world. If there is a lack of moral integrity in your life and work, it will be exposed. The essential quality of a spiritual person who is here to help others and not just themselves is a profound dedication to service, love of humanity and their foibles, and a relentless and humbling self inquiry into their own darkness and shadow side. Many cult leaders are very high on their spiritual ego and take a lot of people down with them. So my advice to you is to be discerning, use your intuition and common sense with any spiritual teacher. And be willing to not go down the same road.
Feeling stuck and restricted? Many of us have been. At this point in the astrology and energies since 2012, so many know they need to make huge changes. Anyone still in resistance will really start to feel the heat now.
Usually what happens when we feel stuck is our resistance. Stuck and stagnant energy will always want to move and your soul wants to grow. For many of us, it is our fear that keeps us restricted in a holding pattern. That is the real reason for being stuck. There is likely something that you don’t want to look at. Something you fear changing. You may try to shut off your intuition and all the signs that point in another direction. But in truth, the only real restrictions are the ones you place on yourself. We do this by being too wrapped up in the mental body, thinking and rationalizing our way out of our own happiness. We come up with excuses. These are all ego’s tricky little ways to keep you right where you are. So how do we get out? If you don’t feel happy with something, that is your first clue. Acknowledge your true feelings. Get out of your head into your heart. Get off the mental thought loops that keep you locked in worry and fear. Get very clear about what you want. Make a plan. Then go for it.
Integrity is the quality of being true to self. We can also think of it as being in alignment with your higher self or soul. A lack of integrity brings fragmentation of the self. Think about it. If you do things that go against your conscience, your better judgement, or your personal values, this creates stress, and something called cognitive dissonance. This is when your thoughts are in conflict with one another, or your heart is in conflict with your head, or any way in which you are not in unity with yourself. There is a reason why one of the most essential spiritual maxims is: Know Thyself. Your responsibility is to live as your true self, in alignment with your values and purpose. Integrity is one of the core ways that you learn how to love yourself. To not act against yourself, and to make choices that you feel are right for you even though they may appear to be unliked or unpopular. To tell the truth when lying might be easier. This is how we are ok with ourselves at the end of the day.
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Heart of a Champion–Strength! We are in a strength year, number 8 in numerology which is the Strength card in the tarot. What is this energy all about? It has many facets–endurance, capacity, and the power of will. What I have found is that everyone can admire strength when witnessed but only those who have developed their own inner strength understand what it takes to get there. Diamonds form under pressure. Muscles are built from being broken down and built up stronger. There are tests of strength, otherwise how would we even have anything to compare it to? How would we know it at all? We wouldn’t. The more experiences you go through in life, the more challenges you face head on, the more fear you dispel, the stronger you get. What doesn’t kill you, makes you bad ass. 🙂 I believe that. It brings out things in you you never dreamed were there. It puts you into direct conversation with the Divine, because that is where we pull true strength from. It does not come from the ego or the personality. It comes from life force energy, chi, prana, in other words–the Divine.
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This week’s Energetic Forecast:
On Saturday we have the full moon in Pisces. This is a cool one as it is conjunct Neptune and opposite the Sun and Jupiter in Virgo. Pisces and Virgo are astrological opposites, Pisces is dreamy, spiritual, and sometimes ungrounded. Virgo is practical, down to earth, ready to serve and help, and Virgo is also the sign of the healer. My take is this full moon is about healing. Healing that is coming to fruition in our dreams, in our creativity, or in our spiritual practice. Let those emotions up and out. Get in touch with the mystical side of them. Then think about what you can do with that energy because Virgo wants to make it real. How can it help others? On Monday the 31st we also have Mars and Venus in exact conjunction in the sky, these are the masculine and feminine energies respectively, and they have been doing a very interesting dance this year. Take this as your cue to unite these energies within you. Overall this week is one of uniting energies that may at first be assumed to be in opposition, but what they need is a good balancing and blending, study the Temperance card in the Tarot as a good example.
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