As part of the energy of awakening, which is kundalini…there are many tests on the journey, and the journey is often long.
Many of us have felt, at least in the US, with the elections that we have been plunged to another level of darkness. This is not untrue, but darkness is usually not what it seems at first, darkness is a mask for light, or the way for the light to enter you.
Love has not forsaken us. For love is what we are. But yes, we are challenged. But we have to have the faith to succeed.
As Vanessa says in Penny Dreadful, “Beloved, know your master.” The Master is love. The Master is what we are here to master.
Over the course of several years now of my awakening, I have been accompanied by the dark. So has my entire soul family. It comes in different forms. The most dangerous has been the temptation of those who masquerade as the light but are not of the light. In varying degrees in my soul group to various temptations of addictions, self hatreds, denial of the self as a lightworker, what can only be said is demonic types of interference.
Members of my soul group have watched loved ones die in their arms, friends become possessed, pets die, demons chasing them in dreams and visions, some type of reptilian implants manipulating dream states, attacks when they have been down on the floor, just as they are ready to rise.
Me included. Previous to this I had met the darkness in a more limited form. But it all began with elements of narcissism and psychopathy that attempt to destroy the ability to love from the soul.
Since then I have heard about and witnessed attempts of incredible darkness to engulf the light.
The men of my soul group are waking up, attempting to grasp their true identity, their purpose, their inner divinity, their balancing of the masculine and feminine. They have been stalked all their lives by the dark. They have given in, here and there, but they are waking now. And it seems the darkness threatens to consume them at times.
The dark is the Father of Lies. Whether it is parts of the inner shadow, likely as yet unhealed, or, a collective darkness that works against the light, really doesn’t matter, as we all have to face the shadow in ourselves. Love the dark spaces, perhaps in order to end these tests.
The dark has come to me recently with mimicry. What is fake, what is imposterous, something the steals the face of what I love, drenches it in the dark, calls me to it, in the name of stealing energy and life force.
No more can any of us afford to consider the darkness a mere shadow, not with the reality that those who are tested get to know. It is real. It preys on weakness and feeds on what has not been sent into the light.
It promises faulty things that are not real but appear to be so, or, it denigrates what is real in the name of what is false.
We are living in times that require deep intuition and discernment. Shadows have been cast everywhere appearing as the light. The strategy has always been to divide us. To not allow love to live by lying.
But the truth is more beautiful than this. Light workers and twin flames are here to re-write the script, but it is apparent that the ego script will not go quietly.
We officially do not fit into this world anymore. We are here to remake it. In the image of love, and only love.
In a time of temptation, false prophets, egoic teachers, corruption wherever the ego takes hold.
I take this very seriously. I know that my soul group will stand and I will stand with them in the light. I know that many other light worker soul groups and twin flames are also undergoing these attacks and trials. This is the worst I have seen it.
Sometimes I don’t know how we all withstand it, to be quite honest.
We must see things as they are, whether we like them or not. And in looking these demons in the face, we will be free of them.
Now is not a time to fear. It is a time to be strong, to be true. One thing is for sure and the truth is certain, and that is love. When we go within that is what we find. The father of lies cannot cover love. It shines through everything.
We must strive for ever deeper understanding and love, for many things are not what they appear. We have to stay grounded, in our Spirit and in the Truth. And we have to be viligant. This is not a message of fear. For what is spread by the dark is a lie. You are a divine being. Many of us have very important missions here and we have to believe we are divine beings to succeed.
The tools of strength have to be developed from within. And as we stand in the truth, we inspire others to do so. It is essential.
Do not allow these attacks to sway you from the truth of who you really are. Do not listen to lies. Demand integrity and authenticity from yourself and from all in your circle. Those who are not on your side will not withstand the tests, they will simply drop out of your life.
We cannot allow negative entities, interference, and the dark to feed our egos to turn against one another. Whatever is your weakness and greatest fear and even a replica of your greatest love will be used against you. That is why healing is paramount right now. First and foremost, heal yourself, so there is little for the dark to hook into.
Nurture and love your own life force, protect it as if your life depends on it, because it does. And with that your ability to help many people who will come to you for help.
Don’t allow a naive nature to rule you now. You will be taken for a ride. A costly ride.
Ground yourself firmly in God and Spirit and in the Light. As in many ways we are asked to choose sides. Love or hate. Fear or Love.
Your life will grow or shrink according to your choice. It cannot be based on the noise outside of you, but the truth everlasting in your heart.
These trials make us strong, make us more of who and what we are. That is the purpose.
We have to stand strong together now and reconnect deep within.Fearlessly as light warriors.
I am doing this to the best of my ability now. I am learning what I can to help those in my soul family and all others who come to me for help. Not a task I would have thought was coming, but one that I accept.
If you are in need of help from these attacks I will have a modality to offer many of you soon. This is new territory for me but I have been tasked to help lead with this.
Center in your hearts, keep love in your sights, practice diligently and never stray one inch from the goal of love. We were made for this. And we will succeed.